Relationships are like glass.
Some curved, some smoother than still water.
some blue, some green, purple, frosted, and clear.
The thing is, Glass, no matter how tough its made, Is still fragile.
There's always something that can crack it.
My life's full of spider-cracked windscreen's from high-speed collisions. But then again, so is everyone else's.
Now I've spent way too long being pissed off at dumbasses who'd screwed me over. Though that is Probably as much my fault as it is theirs. That's what happens when you'll gladly rip your heart out for every plain Jane that smiles at you from across the street.
I think i needed the last few days. More than anything else. Probably the most Amazing four days. Ever. well, at least in a long long time. ;)
I got the Ass-Kicking i needed for wasting this much time and effort on someone that i now realize clearly wasn't worth it. And Finally, could let go.
Now, when Glass cracks we usually simply throw it away and get it replaced.
But we humans, being the Sentimental beings we are and always will be, just can't Throw away that beautiful hand-painted window pane someone got us, Just because its got a tiny crack in it.
So, we just let things be the way they are. And Instead of ageing well like the other glass, this one's cracks get bigger. Soon its all so fragile, a light breeze could shatter it into a million pieces.
And everyone knows,"Anything that can go wrong, Will go wrong!"
Very few relationships last all through our lives. The ones that don't end up being heaps of broken glass.
Every now and then we try and piece it all back together. But being Glass, no matter how clean the break might be, you're bound to cut yourself.
Honestly, I believe that everything can be fixed. But, i also know that it'll never be the perfect purple frosted window pane i loved so much.
So now, after all this time. I've finally decided that even though it may hurt at times when i think back.
I've got to be strong.
Things can't always be all Strawberries and Cream. But I start walking, because I'm sure could find some on the way to wherever i'm headed. I just have to know where to look.
In short.
Elvis may not be back from the dead. But I am.
And, I've brought Hell back with me!
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